Money

it's been a tough weeks to pass, i learn a lot. a lot.

grandma's passed away after years with her liver problem. she was so brave and patient. God may she rest in peace. amen.

after grandma left us, everything became so clear, very clear to see how great family that i have. seriously, how can you talk about money in this situation? if you can't, well, you have to ask my family. the best thing i know about them is money. and money. they actually tought me that money can buy everything. everything like buying foods you need the most, pay the electricity, water treatment, buy gases and daily transportation, pay the maid, repairman. see? money can buy everything, it can buy your happiness too.

my mom and dad isn't a rich person. but you know, they never told that money can buy everything. i don't know why, maybe they were right, but maybe no. see, when my parents meet with my family, my dad get upset just like my mom did a minutes before. guess what? because my parents is a poor parents. they couldn't buy EVERYTHING in their live. if my dad wants a motorcycle so bad, he need to make a big saving and start appliying to take a credit. or he will start make a loan from other people. idk, i just want to say that my parents isn't a rich person. and what about my mom's big family? oh i never worried about them. they are sooooooo rich! maybe too rich for me to hang out with them.

but i'm happy as i am. i know sometimes i get upset when i couldn't get the things i want because i don't have enough money or my parents couldn't buy it. but i love my mom and dad more than anything in the world. even if sometimes i want to kicked out myself from this house, i still love them no matter what.